Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ; 7:13 PM
kinda sad
i'm kinda sad today.. i wonder why.. was kinda looking forward to go to gelare to have ice-cream.. but it wasn't a sure sure thing.. but well i guess it wasn't my choice to decide.. but to admit i was kind of disappointed.. instead of blaming others, i just kept quiet. trying to focus in class and be happy but at the end of the day i was all alone..
I guess I won't be seeing you unless i ask you to run/exercise with me.. cause thats your main purpose right? getting ready for army and stuff.. trying my best to understand.. well its not long until you go army and i will be busy with so much things until the chalet.. i assume that will be the last time me having a blast with you and your friends.. cause after army plus if you get a gf.. there won't be room for me.. and besides the fact that you don't ask me out instead of me asking you out..
oh well.. i'm getting emo again eh.. its only here that i can let out and feel much better.. i gotta be stronger and get someone to love/bf.. well actually i do wanna slowly find one.. cause i'm tired of short relationship and constance changing.. tired man.. well i guess i can't complain about my life now.. valentine's day is around the corner.. not like i have anything to do with it.. wishing all couples happy valentine's day..
