Its been forever..

how long has it been? its been a long long time since i blog.. life been sad.. people coming into and out of my life.. two hours ago we were together and two hours later we were over.. if i say i'm not hurt i'm lying to myself.. that night i cried till my eyes were swollen.. even my mum was shocked by me.. well.. i guess i'll be alone for awhile.. the right person will come one day.. anyways i have load of things to do at the mean time.. get my licence, school part time job.. etc..

my second year of school is gonna start.. some part of me don't wanna go to school but some parts do.. its gonna be another tough year.. went to thailand and back.. have rested..

kinda lonely lah.. i hate this lonely feeling especially at night where its cold.. totally suck.. i need warm man..someone to give me warm.. but well.. can't complain much can i.. lol~ ...meaningless life.. ..sigh.. but well he did picked me up.. and i'm grateful.. very.. no regrets..

i think our relationship was more of the company than love.. we just need someone in our lonely life.. don't you think so?

i'm glad your still in my life and not leaving it.. and thanks for still taking care of me..and like wise i'll be there to help and take care of you too.. and hope you don't think i'm irritating and let me adjust back.. thanks and i will always love you as a friend..